Who Is My God?
My God looked at me before I came to earth and told me I would make mistakes, he told me I would feel pain, I would feel consequence, and he told me that at times I would feel lonely and even though I was surrounded by people, I would feel empty. He told me that people would question my beliefs: He told me that even I would question them. He told me life will get really hard at times, and even though he wants to with all of his loving heart, he wont interfere.
Before I cam to earth my God took me in his arms and said, "Going to earth wont always be easy for you, but it WILL be worth it". He told me that out of all of the death, I would learn to live, along with all of the heartbreak, I would learn to laugh, out of all of the hate, I would learn to love unconditionally, and on the days when I wake up, not wanting to move or try anymore, I would learn to dance.
He told me that I would get down at times and lose sight of my testimony, but he would always be there to lift it back up. He told me not to be afraid because 8 years after I'm born I would be submerged with water and receive a great companion that would help me to remember who I am. He told me to stay strong because 4 years after that I would be placed with a bunch of young women that will help me learn of the savior and of the atoning sacrifice that will ALWAYS be available to me. He told me not to be shy because along the journey I will meet many great people, each one for a reason, each one to teach me something, and each one to love.
Before I came to earth he told me that I will always be able to reach him and that he will always love me and that I can always gain reassurance through my knees. Before I came to earth God looked at me, smiled, and said "I love you. I am YOUR God, and you are MY daughter. Daughter, you wont be perfect, but because you are MY daughter, someday you can be. Now go forth and do my work".
Now that I am on earth I pray to my Heavenly Father and say "You are MY God. Dear Father I know that I will be apart from you for a short while, but I will make it back because I know that MY savior and your son died for ME so that I can return again. Thank you for the sorrow, thank you for the joy, and thank you for being MY God.
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